#selfiespam #daybeforeshaveday #hotdamnlookatmeimbeautiful
Today while I was pulled over by a cop, I had some time to think and meditate on my life.
I’m not a very good risk taker, I hate conflict, I hate being depressed, and I hate how I’m doing nothing to better myself. My mind wandered to the wonderful friends who have influenced me over the years, thinking of all the fun we’ve had together. My mind wandered to the women I’ve met along the way who showed me something new about myself and what I desire in a relationship. My mind wandered to the art that I wish I could create, and to the stories I wish to tell.
I’m lonely a lot, but it’s okay. My mind wanders to the times when I wasn’t and I can smile happily. I can smile. It took me a long while to learn how to but I can do it now without a care. I can laugh when I want to because I’m glad I’m still able to. I can get angry because something happened, but I’ll still laugh the next second, and I’m cool with that. I’m an emotional person, but I’m passionate. I love to laugh, and I live to love.
I’m going to do my best this summer to be better than I was before.
My hair has been defying gravity since this morning. #bedhead #selfiespam #ineedtogetreadyforwork #butfirstlemmetakeaselfie
The only battle scar that I got from paintballing, even if I did get shot in the dick point blank. #fuck #itsactuallynotthatbad #ionlynoticeditwhenitookmypantsofftopoop #paintball #sandcastle #companypicnic2k14